To Hell with this day...

It's seems I'm as rusty as hell about drawings....

I was supposed to deliver a castlevania 3 fan art from a challenge with on february 1st, but since I had some inconvenients and several tries on the drawing (I'm awfuly rusty)... I asked for a week to come up with something...

2008, another wasted year to comprehend that my life is turning to a big hole and I'm not enough motivated to make any change... It seems that "going with the flow" of time itself only froze me out and I still can't just accept the fact that everything is moving so fast... everything is going faster and faster... and I feel like I'm left behind...

I lost most of the contact with many friends. Perhaps it was good, because now I know the ones who really care, but it hurts to see my former friends be like that and seeing others turning in a worse way, to have changed not in a "appropiate way". I mean, vices and other stuff... but I think that's youth, I've never been young in my spirit... at least too old and too childish, but never fit in my own age.

What to expect for the incoming year?, nothing... I've just lost every sense of meaning on every "special date" on the calendar... But I'm going to study again, that's a start. I don't really know if the emptiness that I feel about myself and what I think would change whatsoever. Nothing seems to change my mind actually, though, the people I love will always be important, but it's not about them, is about me (for more self-centered it sounds).

Anyway... Happy new year for the ones that really expect good things for this new year...
Be happy and find your stars... never forget the reason why you started struggling.

Anthem of this day and perhaps of the whole year:

Slipknot - Dead Memories

Sitting in the dark, I can't forget.
Even now, I realize the time I'll never get.
Another story of the Bitter Pills of Fate.
I can't go back again.
I can't go back again...
But you asked me to love you and I did.
Traded my emotions for a contract to

Commit. And when I got away,
I only got so far.
The Other Me Is Dead.
I hear his voice inside my head...
We were never alive, and we won't be born again.
But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart.
You told me to love you and I did.
Tied my soul into a knot and got me to submit.

So when I got away,
I only kept my scars.
The Other Me Is Gone.
Now I don't know where I belong...
We were never alive, and we won't be born again.
But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart.
Dead Visions in your Name.
Dead Fingers in my Veins.
Dead Memories in my Heart.

A new year to waste!