Sigh... I dunno if you take any time to read my journal, but right now, I don't care that much...
Here comes another "rant"
It's sad how lately, training myself to perfect my techniques and designs via traditional media gave me nothing just because I refuse to go digital. And it calls my attention really, I know digital media is totally accessible, fast, comfortable to achieve certain effects and of course, really great when it comes to image quality for printing.
But I still feel that these reasons are not enough to put aside traditional artworks, almost as if you were discriminated for still using paper, brushes and pencils... As I see nowadays, it seems that most people offering jobs are strictly asking for digital artworks, making me feel personally like all over these years, from 2012 to these current times, I trained myself hard to achieve a professional level in order to have a chance... I thought I was ready, but I fell flat.
... I hope for better days and getting a chance, a paid chance (too much free jobs) so I can finally live as I wanted and not being forced to work on something I won't put any effort whatsoever. Call me picky and selfish, but this is my dream and I wanna live it my way, no more choosing alternatives for the things I wanted. It seems I must work harder.
That's it, rant over, move along...
take care of yourselves.